Class responses to Borges' "Blindness" and McGraw's "Bad
Eyes"
Borges'
overall idea is how he "overcame" his blindness by finding many other things
(such as poetry) to occupy his thoughts. His affliction never slowed him down, from
the sound of it, and he lets his memory be the most important thing. McGraw almost
relishes her problems with her eyes. She finds lots of interesting insights into
being "blind," and almost revels in the idea of it, using it as fodder for the
piece.
Borges'
persona is significantly more positive--presenting blindness as something that gives an
added edge to life. McGraw, on the other hand, constantly focuses on the problems
she has with not being able to see and how lazy she gets by depending on help from others.
Borges is more insightful. Something is at work in McGraw's essay as nothing
being gained except the notice that she has to "look" harder. The theme of
getting further away dominates McGraw's essay whereas Borges gets closer in his depiction
of blindness.
McGraw
portrays herself as she struggles with sight and comes to depend on others not only to see
but to interpret things for her. Borges lectures about the possibilities that come
with blindness--a mystery that is a progression of solitude. He feels that he is
surrounded by the kindness felt toward the blind. McGraw learns that she needs to
regain a little of the independence that sight brings by evaluating for herself, too.
She knows that she cannot control her vision, but she is able to function.
She just needs to use caution--as we all do. Moral tone. Borges seems
fascinated by the concept of blindness and the solitude that follows.
Borges
and McGraw refuse to let blindness be a handicap. They use it as an instrument.
McGraw sees
only part of the picture--different interpretations. Borges doesn't let this
"inconvenience" limit his outlook entirely--"my own modest blindness."
He creates new ways of seeing through literature.
Borges
seems to speak of his blindness openly and of the gifts that it has given him. He
relates his blindness to a way of seeing life and the way people see the world. For
a long time McGraw saw her impaired vision as a problem. It wasn't until later in
life that she began to see with her eyes. She never seemed to be
comfortable with her vision--or her lack of it.
The tone of
"Blindness" is one of acceptance. Borges has accepted his blindness as a
way of life rather than a disability or a misfortune, as he puts it. His blindness
has inspired in him a desire to write poetry and a book in which he is able to
"praise" the darkness. This acceptance of the way things are is similar to
the persona presented to us by McGraw in her essay "Bad Eyes." The overall
part of her view on things that really stands out to me is her readiness to keep looking.
If she doesn't see it the first time, she looks again. She has realized that
world is not always what it looks like on the surface. These two versions of a
persona both speak volumes about the strength found in being blind.
Both seem
rather good-natured about their blindness. McGraw: detached, funny, a hint of the
terrible pain but subdued; very personable, well-balanced and not complaining.
Borges: elegant, definitely more literary--he draws on literary figures and
references rather than dwell on his own experience of going blind (though he addresses it
indirectly when talking about other blind artists).
POSTSCRIPT. Consider the following observations about Borges from
Jorge Luis Borges
& the Plural I by Eric Ormsby:
There was after all something of the exemplum, if not exactly the
saint, in Borges. In unexpected moments on a college stage or on
some talk show, the Borgesian oracle would fall silent, and a
personage of sly, calm, mischievous, and yet gentle demeanor
would peer forth from his sightless eyes. Anecdotes abound; I give
only one example from the large (and growing) literature. On his
first visit to the desert in North Africa, Borges is seen sifting sand
grains through his fingers and, when asked what he is doing,
replies, I am rearranging the Sahara. Such tales, whimsical, a bit
sardonic, cryptic even, resemble the tales of the ancient
philosophers as much as the tales of the Hasidim (a sect Borges
identified with). Except for Kafka, no other modern writer has
become as emblematic of himself and his own curious world as
Borges has.
How extraordinary that so many-selved, so ultimately vaporous, a
personage as Borges, or Borges, should come to play this role.
What other modern author was routinely quizzed for his views on
time and memory, the enigma of personality, the possibility of an
afterlife and personal immortality, among other ponderous topics,
as was Borges? He cheerfully declared that he held no belief in an
afterlife and that he personally welcomed the inevitable oblivion
that would engulf his own name, as if extinction alone offered an
escape from the claustrophobia of infinitude. No one is
someone, he wrote in The Immortal, a single immortal man is
all men. Like Cornelius Agrippa, I am god, hero, philosopher,
demon, and worldwhich is a long-winded way of saying that I
am not. Dignified despite his dishevelment, his crumpled fedora
in one hand, his inquisitive white cane in the other, Seņor Borges,
our improbable psychopomp, shows us the way into unanimous
night.
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