The Remains of the Day (1989)
Kazuo Ishiguro
"It is from Mrs. Johnson, a companion of my aunt.
She says my aunt died the day before yesterday." She paused a moment, then
said: "The funeral is to take place tomorrow. I wonder if it might be possible
for me to take the day off."
"I am sure that could be
arranged, Miss Kenton."
"Thank you, Mr. Stevens.
Forgive me, but perhaps I may now have a few moments alone."
"Of course, Miss Kenton."
I made my exit, and it was
not until after I done so that it occurred to me I had not actually offered her my
condolences. I could well imagine the blow the news would be to her, her aunt having
been, to all intents and purposes, like a mother to her, and I paused out in the corridor,
wondering if I should go back, knock and make my omission. But then it occurred to
me that if I were to do so, I might easily intrude upon her private grief. Indeed,
it was not impossible that Miss Kenton, at that very moment, and only a few feet from me,
was actually crying. The thought provoked a strange feeling to rise within me,
causing me to stand there hovering in the corridor for some moments. But eventually
I judged it best to await another opportunity to express my sympathy and went on my way.
[Kazuo Ishiguro, The Remains of the Day. New York: Knopf, 1989.] |